Life as I know it

updates for those who still look from time to time

2006-09-17T00:05:19Z

I'm at work and as it goes on saturdays a but on the bored side. It's funn I'm bored because noone is calling but when someone calls I allways bitch about it.

Last time I posted was july 1st. In that time not all that mcuh has really happened. Suzie and I have started looking for apartments with some luck we will be moved by the time the snow falls. I feel like this summer was almost a complete wash. We had what maybe a week or so of nice days over half of witch I was working so it really didn't matter.

I have been trying to keep in the know with new movies and tv. Today I watched V for Vendetta and Advent Children. Both good but V was awesome. I wasn't really expecting much but it turned out well worth the time. I watched Crank a few days ago... it may have been last week I can't keep track of time well. If your in the mood for non-stop action. Watch it. It's a 2 hour adrenaline rush. I've been keeping up with SG1 and Atlantis, and found a new show on sci-fi called Eureka. Great show with a strong cast and interesting story. You can watch the pilot on scifi.com. I'm excited for the next season of Battlestar that starts in a couple of weeks.

Other then that I have been playing WoW almost constently. As allways with MMO's I can't stick to one toon and now have 6.

That's what I got for now :-)

I stole this from morganellyn because it looked fun

2006-07-01T19:22:53Z

Four places I have worked are:

Velocity.net
Stargate.net
USAF
Telatron ( who since I have been working at velocity have call me twice to try to get me back.)

Four movies I would watch over and over again

Matrix
Good Will Hunting
What Dreams May Come
Instinct

Four places I have lived:

Erie, PA
Biloxi, MS
Warren, PA
Lake City, Pa

Four TV shows I love to watch: I'll just list all of them. (incudeing ones that are off the air)

Stargate SG1/Atlantis
Battlestar Galactica
4400
Buffy the Vampire Slayer (I'm halfway through season 3 out or 7)
Star Trek: Enterprise/Next Gen/DS9
Lost

Four places I have been on vacation:
Out of the country:

Germany
France
Belgium
Austria
Canada(does that even count as another country?)

In the US:

Massachusetts
Indiana
Ohio
PA (the parts I haven't lived in)

Four websites I visit daily:

Google (staple of life)
SolarFleet.com
camelotherald.com
Myspace.com

Four of my favorite foods

Asian Food
Mexican
Pizza
Corn

Four places I would rather be right now:

An Amusement Park
Indiana
The beach
not at work

HI

2006-06-27T20:07:56Z

It's been a really long time since I've updated so I figured what the hell why not. Life in general is good. Though the last couple of days I've been really moody and it's starting to anoy me. That's all for now I really just don't feel like writeing anymore.

From Tim

2006-01-10T13:15:22Z

I Am A: Chaotic Good Elf Ranger Bard

Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.

Deity:
Solonor Thelandria is the Chaotic Good elven god of archery and the hunt. He is also known as the Keen Eye, the Great Archer, and the Forest Hunter. His followers respect nature, and only hunt when needed, but are quick to defend the forest from intruders. Their favorite weapon is the bow, and they tend to be extremely talented with it. Solonor Thelandria's symbol is an arrow with green fletchings.

Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

Happy Holidays

2005-12-22T22:41:45Z

Happy Chrismahanukuanzaka to everyone. I'm not sure if anyone who reads this celibrates hanukkah or kwanza but it's good to cover all the bases. I was think about the whole holiday season and such and my thought is that it doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you have friends and family who you can get together with and share time with. It has been an interesting year for me, alot has happened and quite a bit has changed. Just know that I think about all of you often and hopefully I'll have the time to see you all soon.

With love,
Happy Holidays,
Paul

Early new-years Resolution

2005-12-13T23:19:31Z

I've been thinking and I've tried befor but it just never stuck. This years new-years resolution is to quit smoking. I think this time I'm going to stick with it. I hope this works. I want to quit by xmas.

Interesting

2005-12-13T22:59:27Z

Last time I took one of these I got 25.

You are 44 years old!!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 90% on Age

Link: The What is your REAL age Test written by eqreemi on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

This one is mostly for Mike S

2005-12-09T19:18:06Z

I was waiting for somethings to come in from the mall and I wasn't expecting anything till next week. Well on tuesday I got a call for one thing and it is my cousin's birthday party on sunday so I figured I'd go to the mall today and get a gift and I'd have to go again next week for the last gift I was waiting for. The place that I was waiting on called so now I don't have to go back for anything specific. So I went up to the mall and while I was at the store on of my old highschool buddies walks up. Matt Kern. He was our leader in my last year in JROTC. He was in uniform. He is getting married tomorrow and after the hollidays his wife is headed to Germany and he's off to Iraq. Just wanted Mike to know :-)

p.s. I'm running out of happy little blue dudes

I'm updateing yay!

2005-12-08T20:17:55Z

Hi all. It's been awile since I last actually updated, so I figured it's about time to. Hmm where to start. Looks like I didn't say anything about thanksgiving so I'll start there. I went up to Suzie's on that wednesday because her mom worried that I wouldn't be able to make it up the hill on thursday. Her mom loves me :-) So we hung out for a bit and went to sleep. I woke up on thanksgiving and met Suzie's dad. He seems like a decent guy. He has a good sence of humor. Then we all went to Suzie's brother's house for dinner. He's pretty cool and I have a niece that adopted me. Then we went over to my grandparents and Suzie got to meet most of my family. They all seemed to like her so that is good. My Dad and his girlfriend have told me that they like her so that makes me happy. umm I guess I should talk about something other then my girlfriend so ahh... This past weekend I tought Suzie how to play rummy and we have been playing while I'm at work so that helps the day pass quicker. Oh I got something... lol. My grandma took me to get my eyes looked at and it turns out the my perscription hasn't changed. I thought that was a bit odd but I did get some new contacts that I can sleep in. I slept in my old one eventhough I wasn't suposed to. Just lazy I guess. The new ones are nice. The feel did take a bit to get used to. They seem like they are twice the thickness of regular ones. Oh I also started my xmas shopping. I find it fun but it's really hard to be creative some times. I like to get things that seem like they actually took thought. It's hard to do but I think I got a couple of people covered. I have no Idea what to get my dad of my grandma though. Well that's all for this installment. Have fun and be happy :-)

stolen from Alex

2005-12-08T18:51:10Z

I agreed with this so I'll post it

2005-12-06T19:29:19Z

FACT: You embody the German principle of Konstantzusammenschaft, which is best described in English (without using the obscure English word "sammenschaft") as "eternal togethermanship".

The Loverboy
Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMm)

Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships--as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment.

You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with decisions, most girls think of you as a total catch. Your hastiness comes off as spontaneity most of the time anyhow, making you especially popular in your circle of friends, too.

Your exact opposite:
The Billy Goat

Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer

You know not to make the typical Loverboy mistake of choosing someone who appreciates your good humor and popularity, but who offers nothing in return. You belong with someone outgoing, independent, and creative. Otherwise, you'll get bored. And then instead of surprising her with flowers or a practical joke, you'll surprise her by leaving.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Window Shopper, The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: b1gtr0ut7

I like this one

2005-11-26T21:08:42Z

Elvish

To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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I found this interesting and fitting so here it is

2005-11-23T19:37:19Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Fun Fun Fun :-)

2005-11-22T20:01:16Z

Yeah I'm not in a good mood or anything :-) I'm just really happy. I had a great weekend. For me the weekend actually started on Thurday. I went out for wings with Mike and Kelly and crashed at their place. Then on Friday, Suzie and I went to see 33 cell. Great local band, they do a bunch of covers for the likes of Metallica and Godsmack. They also play their own stuff and should have a cd out in about a month. We crashed at Mike's that night as well. Saturday I went up to Ripply and Hung out with Clay and Abbey. Then on Sunday I went over to Suzie's and we watched Whie Christmass and The King and I. On Monday we went to see The Goblet of Fire. That is a great movie and it lives up to the Happy Potter name.

this looked interesting

2005-11-22T19:27:07Z

You Are 80% "Average American"

You are average because you rate your appearance 5 or higher.

You are not average since you would pay to go in space.

How "Average American" Are You?

Thanksgiving

2005-11-19T20:17:28Z

This should be a great holliday season. On Thursday I get to meat Suzie's family and she gets to meat mine. I'm not nevious yet but I'm sure I will be as I'm getting up to her brother's house. We weren't going to breakup the day but then her dinner was moved to her brother's house in Erie. I'm excited. I just hope they like me. I've allready met Suzie's mom and I know she likes me so hopefully the rest of the family will as well.

Current Development

2005-11-16T19:47:45Z

Well this weekend was awesome. I guess some background is needed on this one. For the last three weeks my friend Suzie and I have been hanging out on the weekends. As with any time I've spent with her we had a lot of fun. I met her allmost two years ago and we were instant friends. Then about 7-9months ago we decided to actually get to know each other. When I think about it I have a few friends that I am friends with but I really don't know them. Anyway we have been getting to know each other for about 9 months now and 3 weeks ago we were out at her place and just talking and somehow it came up that she said that she couldn't see us dateing. I honestly hadent thought about it too much before that but on the way home I realized how much that bothered me. So for the next two weekends there was a certin tention. I think most of the problem on both sides was that over the past months all the time we have spent together was really great and niether of us wanted that to change. On Monday we started talking about what was happening. (more background) If I don't know what answer I'm going to get then I usually don't ask the question. She promised that the response would make me happy so after about an hour of talking and prying I let out something to the effect of I really care about you. I left it at that and the feeling was mutual. It was about 11pm on the 14 so to make it a bit easier I waited till a little after midnight and finally asked her to be my girlfriend. All of the friends that we have told had the respone "about time" or "I told you so." To be honest I didn't see this comming, we have just been good friends for a long time and it was great. This is the first relationship that I have started after getting to know the person. I guess it was a logical step and our friends did see it even when we weren't even considering it but for me it was unexpected. I am really excited, I look forward and I can still see Suzie in my life. For those of you that don't know her. She is brilliant, has great taste in music, is currently in school to be a nurse, is a computer gamer, and has a beautiful personality.

The week so far

2005-11-09T19:04:51Z

Hmm where to start. Friday I hung out with Rachel. Saturday went to see 33 cell with Suzie. Sunday brokeup with Rachel, went out to see my grandma, and got coffie and breakfast with Karen at 2am. Monday I took Alex out for her birthday. All and all it was a great weekend. Yesterday nothing interesting happened. Today I woke up to my alarm at 11am and laied in bed till it started hailing. I went out for a cig and thinking 'it's hailing it must be cold,' I bundled up in a hoodie and a jacket. To my surprise it was 66 out and the hail was the size of a nickel.

Apology

2005-10-31T21:28:04Z

I just wanted to say I'm sorry for anything I may have done on Saturday. I lost an hour or three. I guess a whole bottle of gin will do that to you.

New lite on the world

2005-10-28T19:55:37Z

Last night I got the hook up with the new contcts. I put them in, and it's like I opened my eyes for the first time. I talked to Rachel last night. I was brought back to something a wise man once told me, "if a relationship isn't for marriage then there isn't a point." I also told her that I don't see this relationship going that far. So I think this relationship is on the way out. We also talked about what was bugging her and it turned out to be the same things that were bothering me. We really do like eachother as people but neither of us are really stable enough for the long term thing. So I'm probably going to me homeless again soo but it really doesn't bother me.

Unhappy

2005-10-27T20:41:48Z

What you thought I was getting better? Well so did I. The week or so though I have just had this feeling that there is something wrong. I'm not sure what it is but it will probably work itself out eventually. Probably has something to do with the current situation that I seem to have gotten myself into. Last night Rachel said that she would be uncomfortable at the party on saturday. I told her that I understood why. Aparently that wasn't what I was suposed to do, because she asked my why I understood. I just know that if we were going to a party that her ex was at that she was still friends with, I would probably be uncomfortable. Sortly after that though she said that there was something that she has wanted to talk about for a few weeks but didn't want to. I tried alittle to get her to talk but it wasn't working so I went to bed. I don't deal well with complication anymore. So I guess I'm flying solo an saturday. I lookforward to seeing everyone and am planing on haveing a good time. At least this way I don't have to worry about sobering up to drive. Kells can I crash at your place?
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Update - I just went on lunch and as I got in my car I realized that I'm very angery. I got in cranked meteora and drove like an ass. There is deffenetally something bugging me. Well thats it for me today.

b1gtr0ut7 @ 2005-10-21T16:47:00

2005-10-21T20:48:52Z

BLUE

??Which colour of Death is yours??
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quizthingamawhatsits

2005-10-21T20:02:48Z

September has ended and it is time to wake up. In the song, Green Day says that 7 years have gone so fast. Seven years ago, it was Fall 1998! Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.

7 years ago... and then now

How old were you? 15
How old are you? 22

What grade were you in? first part of 10th
What grade are you in? Soon to be a starting Freshman

Where did you go to school? Cathedral Prep
Where are you going to school? hopefully PSU Behrend

Where did you work? My uncle's
Where do you work? Velocity

Where did you live? With my Grandparents
Where do you live? I have no home

How was your hair? Same as now
Hoe is your hair different? It's not now but it has been dyed a couple of times

Did you wear braces? no
Do you wear braces? No I didn't need them

Did you wear contacts? yes
Do you wear contacts? yes

Did you wear glasses? rarely
Do you wear glasses? rarely

Who was your best friend? Ray,Greg
Who is/are your best friend(s)? Ray,Greg,Mike,Alex

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? Carolyn had just moved so I didn't date for the rest of that year
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? Rachel

Who was your celebrity crush? none
Who is your celebrity crush? Jena Malone

Who was your regular-person crush? Carolyn
Who is your regular-person crush? I perfer not to say

Were you a virgin? yes
Are you a virgin? no

How many piercings did you have? none
How many piercings do you have? two

How many tattoos did you have? none
How many tattoos do you have? five

What was your favorite band? Greenday
Who is your favorite band? There are so many but I think I'd still say greenday

What was your biggest fear? being alone
What is you biggest fear? not being remembered

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? yes
Do you smoke? yes

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? yes/no
Have you gotten drunk or high? yes/yes

Had you driven yet? no
Do you drive? yes

If so what car(s) did you use? n/a
What kind of car do you drive most? 03' Honda Civic EX 5-speed

Which of your pets were still alive? still alive now or died since? none
Do you have any pets? no

Which members of your family were still alive? Grandpa
which members of your family have you lost? none since granpa

Which members of your family were not born yet? 3 of my cousins

Did you know the person who sent this to you? I stole it from Becca

b1gtr0ut7 @ 2005-10-18T04:35:00

2005-10-18T09:17:11Z

Meme from Myspace and Alex
1. Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
Bacon

2. Describe yourself in three words :
tall,charming,future-minded

3. How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
5-10min

4. Favorite place to blow $50?
best buy

5. How many people have you thought were "the one"?
2

6. What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
snoobs

7. What kind of car do you drive?
03' Honda Civic EX Standered

8. What's in your CD player right now?
Meteora

9. What celebrity would you have coffee with?
Pierce Brosnan

9.5 What celebrity would you do?
Penélope Cruz

10. What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Paris Hilton

11. what kind of toothpaste do you use?
Aquafresh Extream Clean

12. What time do you go to bed?
6am

13. Last movie you saw?
Sahara

14. Last TV show you watched?
The Mummies of Rome

15. Who is your best friend?
Ray,Greg,Mike,Alex

16. Who in your family do you best get along with?
Uncle Francis

17. Who do you have a crush on?
currently no-one

18. What time is it right now?
4:55am

19. Are you planning a vacation/travel?
not currently

20. When/Where was the last time you traveled?
Saturday - bar in new york state. last summer - Indy

21. How many times have you been in love?
2

22. How old will you be in 10 years?
32

23. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
succesfull

24. Sinful snacking weakness?
nothing

25. Rollercoasters?
love them

26. Ever run out of gas?
no

27. Ever been on a train?
no - sadly

28. Ever been on a blind date?
yes

29. Ever been to Europe?
yes - can't wait to go back

30. What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
;-)

31. Would you tell anyone it was really you?
no

32. Have you ever been arrested?
yes - when I was 13... sort of

33. Have a crush on anyone you work with?
ever - yes, now - no

34. What is something you believe in?
Science

35. What is something you fear?
not fearing

36. Big or small?
small I guess. I'm big so I like small things

37. What is the worst physical or emotional pain you have ever experienced?
physical - getting my nose set
emotional - don;y want to talk about it

38. What is your favorite television show?
Battlestar

39. Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
no

40. Tell us something about your childhood:
I had many parental figures

41. What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
free

42. Best time to catch you in a good mood?
after work or on the weekend

43. If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
a bird

44. Most prized possession?
Everything that was given to me

45. Would you ever sell it/how much?
no

46. What is one of your pet peeves?
people who have no regard for others wellbeing

47. favorite ice cream?
Cookie Dough

48. Coolest thing that happened today?
I was able to comfort someone a care about

b1gtr0ut7 @ 2005-10-14T14:39:00

2005-10-14T18:40:46Z

I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious rela..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

It is so right and yet it just came from picking some colors? Interesting...